I am really feeling low as my sense of exitence is getting out of me. I do not know waht is the hope or aim in my life . There is nothing much worth celebrating in my life. I am not good in many stuff..

I can be thinking too much as I have too much time in me but then , I do not know.. I want to go back to hk to work but the job offer to me is different from what I want to be. I do not want to stay in here as the people around me is different from me in some minor ways that is hard for me to accept... Where will i go ?