Well back from beijing for almost a week as I did not have any testing job to do this week. This week went by rather fast and comfy. This is the time that allows me to settle my minor stuff at work and also to study what I am deficient in.

Well I had a great saturday. Went for a dance this afternoon. The crowd was rather minor as Leona and Sally were no were to be in. Sam introduce us some new moves and as usual, I am the slowest and dumbest kid to pick them up. Nevertheless, I join cos of the fun it gives.

Did not go far today instead down to causeway bay as I was really want to get that model kit. But sadly it was gone when I reach there... it was selling cheap and it's a 2nd-hand but nevertheless it's something worth the money in my opinion..

So...attended my colleague wedding at Langham hotel, grand and superbly decorated. Wish the them a blissful and happy marriage. Did not talk much to my colleagues as I had yet to get familar with them....

Nevertheless I had been playing around with my N93...superbly cool and it's like bringing a video cam out...shoot what you like and where you want to ....cool.....

Welll...today is my last day of traininig in Beijing. Tomorrow will be my last day with the Beijing team. Frankly they are good in what they had in their brain but due to the language we used which is English, they lack of confidence in replying or defending their views.

We had a nice Thai dinner near our office..which have alot of seafood... not bad....today weather is generally good with strong winds..which is good compared to yesterday as I was breathing and eating sand in the sandstorm...heehee...

Can I stay in Beijing..well I guess I will prefer Taipei as Taipei still have scale models shops which is not really much of an existence in beijing.. it's my hobby.....

Tiananmen is great... I like it ...the place is very very grand ...... wish I can stay at that place for a bit more....

Well death....I had such feelings now, not that I am going to die soon but only now that I understand why people fear death.My aunt had a terminal cancer and will be undergoing operation on Monday.

This reallys made me cried, well you may ask that such things happens but when a mentally disabled person have such illness.

It does really make you want to ask god why.Well looking at it, she had spent her life as a mentally disabled person its not a very blessing thing to be and now having this illness, it does make a double impact.

She is able to partially comprehed the situation and the only thing I could do is to visit her often at her insitution.I only can hope the operation went well and she will recover ok..

I could not be with her during that period of time even during her hospital admission as I will be in beijing due to work.

Fear of death is having the person who are close to you who will feel sad and very unhappy about losing you. You just do not want people who love to have such feelings. it really hurts... I am now having that feeling now ...